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I fucking miss you guys...

on Saturday, March 13, 2010
im not dead lol Im also really sorry for not posting. This month has drained me. Completely. I have no time for anything. I'm so behind in everything. School, youtube, thinking time, and most of all SCHOOL. lol I have no time to even sit back and think. Here is a recap of my month so far:

It started with State Conference. It was the 4th-6th. It was held across town and I had to drive there everyday back and forth. Friday and Saturday I was there all day and thursday from 2pm till like 9pm. It was hell. I skipped school monday which put me behind two days. Then on wend we started rehearsal's for our musical (im running the sound) and those go from after school till about 5pm. Then thursday I had to work a show that night after the rehearsal so I had like 20min to go home grab a piece of fruit and my math textbook and run back to school. Then friday. We had a rehearsal and then I "hung out" with my friends. It was stupid and boring and then they went home and I went to sleep. This morning I had to run and go to pick my car up from the body shop and return the rental I had been using. I found out that they didnt even finish working on the car and that I have to bring it back it on monday. Then I got home and grabbed my script and drove to school for another rehearsal. Now try fitting in the TONS of homework, essays, and projects I had to do. Plus the makeup work from the days I missed school. Then on top of that then tons of stupid high school drama you have to deal with, NOT TO MENTION my parents being fucking on my ass 24/7 and me trying to work with a client on a catalogue and a website. You fall apart.

I just need me time and I wont have that for the next month or so. Or until I graduate lol I'm physically and mentally drained. I miss you guys though. I miss talking to you guys threw comments and e-mail and MSN. I miss logging into blogger and talking about my day and updating you all on whats going on. I miss the Survey Sunday's! I hate seeing that I didnt post in so long.

So from now on im going to make this blog a priority. I will blog daily for at least the next week (which is going to be THE HARDEST WEEK OF MY LIFE!!). I dont care if im half asleep and if I only write a little. It something I need to do for myself. So I will see you all tomorrow. =p

Love you all!!

5 comments:

CP said...

John, you are taking on an exhaustive load, dude. But if you are managing to stay afloat, then more power to you! Don't burn out trying to satisfy everyone and everything - blog a couple of lines and then log off and spend more time on critical, quality stuff.

I'm pullin' for ya, holding good thoughts for you too, so take care of number one, right!

Wet Kyle said...

Sounds like you packed 40 days of stuff into a single calendar page. Good job juggling everything. Stay focused the finish line is in sight.

wayner said...

Every few days is fine until you get things re-balanced. Hope it all works out. - Wayne :)

Sam said...

Hey John! Missed you, man!
Try to find 'John time' no matter how hard it is... even if it's for a short 15 minutes refresher during a busy day. Take some time away and do something you enjoy and which is not related to any deed, work or school stuff.

You're gonna be stronger after all this busy time gets over, but man life will always get busier and busier!!! (especially after we're done with high school)

Take care!
Sam

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