10% Battery Left!

Well on my laptop...

I'm going to try to type as fast as possible. Sorry for the errors that are indefinite. Sooooo... how is everyone doing? Are you guys glad that 2009 is over? Well I know I am. I'm really excited for 2010. For one it's my graduating year which is always a plus. I'm turning 18 in two months. I will be in college in 2010. It is going to be a good year for me! I can tell already.

So I'm having a small party at my house because my mom wont let me invite more then 5 friends over for new years. We will be getting shit face drunk though so that's still in play. She asked who's going and then asked me if one of the guys that are coming was my boyfriend. Except it took her a while to say it. It went somewhat like this:

Mother: "Is the guys one of your friends?" (in disgust)

Me: "All of the people that are coming are my friends..." (confused)

Mother: "You know like your friend. Whatever you call it." (still with disgust)

Me: "I have no idea what you are taking about it" (still very confused)

Mother: "Whatever you call it. Boyfriend" (in the ultimate sound of disgust)

The positive of this all is that she is finally acknowledging the fact that I'm gay. It's a step...

Well my laptop is about to turn off so bye!! Question of the day: What is your new years resolution?

Gay Teen Stories... New Years Resolutions!

Are any of them true? I've read a ton on these blogs. The whole a kid happens to bump into another and they both end up finding out they are gay and hook up and have amazing sex and then fall in love. Yah... ok. Oh but hot I wish that happened to me lol I'll even skip the sex part and just go ahead and fall in love and then have sex. I'm fine with that. lol

I have come to realize that this blog is basically a trap. For example: anyone that knows me will know this is my blog. If I talk about going to a bar mitzvah and I live in vegas and then my cousin reads this she will know its me. How many people do the same things as I do? So from now on I'm not hiding my identity. Well... yes I am. lol I'm just not going to pretend that this is not my blog. If someone finds it then I'll be fine with informing them that it is indeed mine.

So off to my New Years Resolutions:

1. Go to the gym at least once a week for an hour and a half.

2. Make new best friends to make new memories!

3. Find love.

4. Graduate High School!

5. Get all A's second semester (i didnt this one :/ stupid english class!)

6. Build 3 AMAZING websites. Work on 4 AMAZING Graphic projects.

7. Take a road trip to San Francisco and attend the Gay Pride parade.

8. Make tons of youtube videos and gain 1,000 subscribers. (aka get a new hobby lol)

9. Get a job where I can grow and move up the ladder.

10. Make a difference in someone's life threw this blog by showing them that being gay and happy is possible.

P.s. the heating upstairs in broken =[ it is currently 65 degrees in my room! IM FREEZING!!

PARTY & A SECRET!!

So yesterday I didnt post because I had like 6 shots of patron and wasn't very able at the time. I had such a great time at the party yesterday. I looked HOT also. I had a light purple shirt with a skinny purple tie and dark gray pants that where pin stripped. Very very sexy! haha Thought it gave off the "I'm gay" look pretty well. One part of the night I was holding a Casmo and that totally pushed it lol

I had a fun time. I danced like I was at a club. It was so much fun. It was really the first time I was drunk around my parents. I just kind of went up to the bar and kept taking shots and they stopped me after 6. I was not even close to drunk though. I was definitely tipsy but if I had to walk a straight line I probably could have.

So remember that "hot guy" I was talking about. The one that is friends with my cousin. Well at the party he said he needed to tell me something in private latter. So I was like "is he gay?!?!?" cause why would he need to tell me something? (he knows I am). Anyway I saw him today and he was like "never mind it doesnt matter anymore" but I convinced him that I could keep a secret (yes, i played the i was in the closet card) my cousin comes and then he was like "i'll tell you latter" AGH!!! I'm dying to know what the secret it. Is he gay? what?!?!

I dont really think he is gay. There is a part of me that wants him to be gay so thats probably why i think he might say it. I promised I wouldnt tell anyone. So I dont think I'll tell you what the secret is. I'll say what the secret wasnt though. If he tells me the secret and it isnt that he is gay then I'll write that he isnt gay but I wont write the actual secret. Does that make sense? Agh! I'm dying to know what it is.

Well... lots more happened in the last 2 days but this is getting long. So I'll talk to you guys tomorrow!

Mother I Cant Get Married & You Know That!

Yesterday was one of the first days I wasnt to say that to her when she brought up my future. The sad part was she did it in front of my entire extended family. Wait lets me clarify, my entire, religious, family. Yup. Here is the story:

We went out last night to my aunts house for shabbat dinner. For you non-jews that is a dinner every friday night where we celebrate the 7th day of rest God took. Im not religious at all but my family is a tad and the fact that all the extended family is in town for a Bar Mitzvah just gave my Aunt the opportunity to have a full fledged dinner. This included prayer, more prayer, eating, drinking (yah... we jews drink lol), then more prayer! In between all of the fun festivities my mother found a way to throw out this wonderful sentence: "Yup, he is getting older. Next college and marriage..." Which i responded quickly with the fact that there is a long time before that is going to happen. Then the family threw more comments on the subject like: "Your probably being classed by tons of girls!" To which I replied: "Yah, but dont worry. I'm running pretty fast!"

Let me tell you my mom wasnt liking what she got herself into. The fact that she had to throw it out there to make it seem like I was straight was hurtful. I wouldnt care as much if it was meant to protect me but it truly wasnt. It was her way of making herself look better but not having a gay son. So I latter went up to her when there were less people around and had a nice conversation with her:

ME: "What was all that about?" (not in a angry tone at all)

MOM: " What are you talking about?"

ME: "Marriage?"

MOM: "We were talking about your future I didnt mean now."

ME: "I cant get married and you know that."

MOM: "Ok. Ok. stop talking not this again."

ME: "Listen I tont have to tell you this more then once. Im not embarrassed by who I am and I dont really care if you are. You dont throw we under the buss to make yourself look better."

MOM: "I dont want to talk about this."

What a fucking wonderful mother I have guy!! I am tempted to go to the bar mitzvah in a shirt that says "I FUCK BOYS!" See how she likes that statement. "No mom, i was just talking about the future."

The night went on and I got some whisky in my system. I hate when people take shots of whisky! Who the hell takes shots of whisky?? The party is at 7pm so I'm going to go start my day before I need to start getting ready. Bye guys!

It's Christmas Eve!! Oh & Really Hot Guy lol

Why do I even care? Im sitting home alone and I am not even christian lol I just get excited during the holiday season. I cant help it. lol

Anyway im still a bit sick. Im getting better slowly. Today was the first part of my cousins bar mitzvah. It was the torah reading. It was ealry in the morning and there was a bunch of family there. It was so overwhelming. My other cousin who is a year younger then I am (she is the sister to the guy that is getting bar mitzvah'd) has this really hot friend that came into town. He lived in New York. He is straight and all but still. Im allowed to say he is hot right? lol

So i have nothing to do tonight. I noticed just now how I dont talk about hanging out with friends much. I'll start blogging more about that. Today all my friends are with family and me, the Jew, has nothing to do so he is stuck watching lifetime movies at home lol I thought my cousin (the older one with the hot friend) were going to do something but I never got a call so I'm watching some christmas lifetime movie!

So I have been wondering about first loves. When was yours?? How old were you? How long was your relationship. I really want to fall in love. I think im ready but hey... im letting nature take its course lol

Over All Good Day & Acting Straight...

I had a good day today. I got new shoes! Two pairs of them at that. They are really cute and in style. Im starting to feel better and hopefully I'll be 100% healthy tomorrow. I went and played bowling with my cousin and some family that came from out of town for a Bar Mitzvah and I won BOTH games!! WOO!! haha I usually always loose at bowling so I was really surprised. I bowled a 95 and a 102. Pretty good for someone that hasnt played for almost a year now lol.

So that brings me to another subject. Acting straight. I find that after I came out of the closet (to the friends) I started to let my true personality out. A.K.A. acting gay. Im not one of those feminine guys. Hell no im not. I would definitely be the guy in the relationship, but I am still gay and it shows. So when family is around I tend to, instinctually, try to act straight. You know, have a deeper voice. Use less "gay" words like "omg!" Stuff like that. It is not something im proud of. Its kind of homophobic in itself. Inside I still feel like I need to hide who I am to be accepted by other. Even if those "others" are the family I see once in 5 years.

So my message is this. I dont need to act straight for others to accept me. I am who I am and there is NOTHING wrong with it. My parents dont like the fact that I'm gay. In fact I think they hate it. We dont speak about it and she still tries to hook me up with girls. Its not the end of the world. IM GAY IM HERE AND I LOVE MYSELF!

I think that is the true meaning of coming out. When you can say that out load. I think im finally at that step. Im John. Im 17. Oh yah, and, I fuck boys. =p

Being Sick Sucks & SAT Scores!

So the SAT scores are up. Im kind of disappointed in myself. Its not the official score its just the three different scores and then i added it up myself so im guessing that is my score. It said to check back on the 29th to find out the real score so we will see if it changes any. If you care I got a 1440 if that is my actual score. I didnt study or anything so I didnt expect anything amazing.

Im also pretty sick right now =[ I think my little brother got me sick. I was going to film another scene today but I had to cancel because im so sick. This is putting me so behind schedule! I need to go buy a boom mic also. Which reminds me that I still need to go get shoes for my cousins bar mitzvah on Saturday. Why did I get sick?? This is shitty timing!

Well im going to go get some rest...

Kids Are So Fucking Annoying!!

Sorry for the language but they get on my last nerve! My little cousins came into town and they are so annoying. They are 6 & 10 (both boys). The 6 year old is a total pain in the ass. He runs around and gets his older brother in trouble and needs all the attention he can get. He never listens to anything anyone tell him. Well this is a rant so im going to stop myself lol

Anyways guys, I think I found a really cute gay guy that goes to my school. I have known him for the past couple years but we never really talked. He was just in my classes. Anyway he is a junior and I think he just came out. Im not sure yet but I will have to find out. You see he came into our class to deliver a note and a girl goes: "did he come out yet?" and then another girl was like "yah i think he is gay" and then another girl was like "who the kid that just walked in" and then the frist girl said: "yah i think he just came out of the closet" Ill update you guys with more information latter... =p

See the thing is Im going to see Jake at regionals (the guy that played with my heart) in feb and he is on the state board and he is still with his boyfriend. So I want to go there and be like "yah, this is my really hot boyfriend that is not you and im extremely happy!" Well you guys know what I mean! That is the plan! So I need to find a really hot guy =p

We are filming another scene tomorrow and im really excited for it. It is a very intense scene and I hope the girl that is playing the lead can pull it off. I know she can so im not to worried!

Ill leave you with a picture I found of a hot guy on Smutty Stuff:

OMG! Its Been Forever!!!

Yikes! I just got back from California and noticed that I haven't posted a log in the longest time!! This is crazy! I usually post ever day!!! I will make up for it soon. Promise!

So I just got back from this awesome vacation! I went to Disneyland and Universal Studios. I had a blast! Universal is like my second home but it never gets old. I go there all the time. Disneyland we go to every 2 years so its always fun and enjoyable! Let me mention that there were NO cute boys at either of these parks!! Where are all the cute guys?!?! haha

The day before we left we had family come to town (which is really why we went on the trip lol). It was also the first day of filming! Obviously it came with trouble. The teacher I asked to play the director(yes there is a role of a director) in the last min. got sick and canceled so we had to skip filming for that scene until after winter break! We filmed only one scene that day instead of 2 and that put me behind schedule! Then at disneyland the next day I get a text from a friend that said that the teacher wants to completely drop the role because of this drama she has with the theater teacher. So now I have no one playing the "director"! Fun stuff right? I didnt worry about it to much because I was at Disneyland but now im starting to get a little but worried! Yikes!!

Well there is a lot I can go on about but I dont want to overwhelm you with information so ill spread it out threw out the next couple days. Sunday Survey will not be posted this week =[ Sorry I just got home and I havent "searched" around for pics!! I feel so bad about missing 5 days!! I'll find a way to make it up to all of you guys!!

Parents = Stress & Car Accidents!!

My mom has been PMS'ing today. Maybe not literally but she is being a total bitch. I love my mom but I feel like when she is being a bitch I have the right to call her out on it lol. Anyway... my mom hit this technology mid-life crisis type thing. She decided she is taking care of all this stuff that I usually manage. For example: my mom upgraded her iPhone 3G to the new 3GS and my dad got her old 3G because he as the original one. She also fucked it all up but thats besides the point lol. Anyway this all leads to "Hey John! Come here for a second" which a) is way longer then a second and b) happens every 5 seconds when she cant figure it out but wont let me just do it for her.

So then my dad gets stressed so he decides he is going to go to my aunts house to pick up the jelly donuts for Hanukkah and on the way out of the garage he crashes my moms car (a Lexus) into mine (a Nissan Altima)! This leaves a HUGE dent in my mom's car and fucks mine up even more. The damage is crazy!! Why?? Why must my car be the victim?? It has been backed into in a parking lot, egged, keyed, and now hit once more. WTF!! Agh!

On a brighter note I finally got a license for my screenplay! It leaves a few rights to the public. Its under a creative commerce license so it was free and still protects my rights. Pretty cool huh? Tomorrow if the first day of filming for the short film. The teacher I asked to play the "director" dropped and now I have to find a replacement. We will see what happens... Im nervous!!

Im so ready for winter break! Disneyland and Universal Studios!! =p Woo! I have no idea how im going to be able to post here =[ does anyone know of an iPhone app for Blogger? If you do let me know!

Blah Blah Blah!!

I forgot to post yesterday. Well forgot is an understatement. I was so busy that I spaced out completely. You see I had to drive down to the apple store that like like 20 min away at 11am because my iMac's display is having a bit of trouble being nice to me. While I was there I picked out an outfit for my cousin's bar mitzvah at Express. Then I drove home and got there right in time for the meeting at 1pm for my short film.

The meeting went really well. We went over a lot of character development stuff. I had a lot to say and a lot to talk about but I really want this project to go well! We went over all the info stuff like the schedule, when we are filming each scenes, what to wear, and all that fun stuff. The meeting ended at around 3pm. Then I had a couple hours where I worked on hw and projects. After that the family headed to a family friends house for a Hanukkah dinner/party thing. It was fun overall.

Today was nothing special either. Just a boring monday. It's spirit week at our school but its still a boring week! I really am just bored of school lol. 4 days till winter break. Well im missing friday so I guess 3 for me =p Tomorrow im getting a hair cut and then Wednesday is the first, and the longest, day of filming! Im really really excited!! =p

Well I guess I should go to sleep now... I have school tomorrow. =[ lol

Auditions & Heat! =p

Yup! lol Our heating system upstairs wasnt working a month know and the guys came and fixed it today!! Yay for warm nights now! lol I was so busy yesterday that I didnt have time to post a blog! Srry guys!

After all the normal weekday stuff (school....) I came home and held the auditions for my short film! As much as I loved the process it was one of the hardest things I did!! it wouldnt have been so bad if they were not all people that I knew on a personal level but still it was tough. Some of them were AMAZING but didnt fit well with others so they got a role as an extra! Even though they were 10x better actors. It took me around 30 min to decide who got the roles. In the end I'm really happy with the cast and we have our first meeting tomorrow! Im super excited!

I should be writing the essays I have to finish but I rather procrastinate. =[ I have to take my iMac to the apple store because either the graphics card or the display is on the fritz! It sucks!!! The good news is that the Apple store is in a mall so im going to go buy some clothes while im their lol.

So question of the day: Mac or PC?? I'm personally an Apple person myself. =p

Tis' The Season To Find Love?!

It looks like im going to find love soon! haha I put on a wishlet a while ago and the first bead fell off today! If you dont know what that means let me explain: A wishlet is a bracelet that you put on and make a wish, in my case it was to find true love. When that wishlet falls off your wish will come true!

So yah... today was not the best. I think I did really bad at my math test. I found out my one act isnt going to regionals! Oh and to top it all off my friends are still acting weird! Fuck I hate writing about bad shit because it makes it seem like im complaining. Which I really dont want to do because I dont like too complain! So lets move on...

I'm finding an absence of hot guys! Nothing to lust over. Which a) makes me 10 times hornier and b) makes me wonder: if i cant find a hot guy how will i find a hot GAY guy haha

I forgot to write about this yesterday but this girl in my government class is always saying how she likes my clothes. She comments every day. So yesterday she finally turnes to me and with a really flirty tone goes: "You know you always have the cutest jackets!" This time, bored of the usual "thank you", I decided to go with: "yah! I guess it comes with being gay!" She goes: "oh..." and turns around! The look on her face was priceless! Did I mention that today she sat on the other side of the room also? oh I love being out of the closet! haha

AGH! my laptop is about to die and im no were near a my charger so I have to say bye! Quick question: Have you ever been hit on by a hot girl and totally shot her down? lol BYE!!

Life Is Weird Right Now...

I dont know how to explain it all but it is. My friends are bugging. People are really depressed and my sex life is well... non existent at the moment haha. No but really! I swear something is going around. All my friends are totally acting weird. Like they are judging me or that im annoying them. Which is super fucked up right? anyways... I just wanted to get that off my chest. We can act like none of that happened for now...

I have so much stuff I want to share with you guys! Like my photography and my short film but it all would link back to who I am. So its tough balancing it all. I think im going to go take some shots on Saturday evening and I will post some pics here and not show them to anyone else.

My short film is coming along. I did the schedule today and it looks like I have a total of 5 days of filming which seems like nothing but it might just work out. The film has to be 5 min max so it will have to do. Im going out of town next weekend so that is why I have no time. I also am balancing having a bar mitzvah to go to and family members coming into town. So yah... busy, busy, busy. I do have the screenplay almost done. Im going to post it under a CC license so that people can use it if they would like. =p Like I said I cant post it here because it has my real name and contact info on it. I'll most likely just make a post where ill make it into a story and post it. We will see...

Im so ready for winter break!! One more fucking week!! Im going to disneyland and universal studios during winter break! Im super excited! =p

Well, goodnight! Sorry this post was so boring... I'll make up for it ;)

Well... Do I Have A Story For You!

I really liked hearing your views from yesterdays post! It was very nice =p

Anyways on to the story. Today is one of those days where nothing really important happened. So I'm going to tell you my first time experience. I don't recall writing about it but if I did then here it is in a story form...

My first time was not the storybook fairy tale that you hear all about. It was with a guy that liked me a lot. More then I liked him. In fact other then the fact that he had a penis I don't think I was very attracted to him. Anyways, I was 17 an he was 18 (yup! It was illegal!). This was around the time when I partied and all my friends were hooking up left and right and I didn't want to loose my virginity to a hook up but still wanted to hook up with these really hot guys. So I told myself since this guy really likes me it wouldn't be a hook up. We have known each other for a long time now and he has liked me for the longest time so it wouldn't be a "hook up" right? Well it totally was. I fucked him in his car in the middle of nowhere. It was weird and awkward because he really liked me and I didn't really care. It was just sex to me. Anyways, it was so awkward then other then some dirty texts I never really talked to him again. I proceeded to hook up with a bunch of guys that where total hotties. One of them, Mark, was "straight" and a total jock! OMG was he hot. He had a HUGE dick too! Anyways... this is getting very graphic lol.

So that is how I lost my virginity. It sucked but whatever. Shit happens and you move on. Im now over the hook up stage and im ready for a serious relationship. Which im sure you dont really care about. You probably rather hear "so last night i hooked up with tyler and we fucked all night..." Sorry guys! I want to find love. So if that means boring blog post like this one then im sorry. Im sure that the guy will come along and my posts will be full of juicy details then haha

Love, John! :)

Relationships?

First thing first: my choice for the sunday survey is: B. A is a VERY close second. Adam was only on there because: a) he is gay b)lots of my friends think he is hot c)i was spacing out for a third person lol

So one of my friends jut got out of a relationship. She was dumped by her boyfriend that was "bored" of having a relationship. She has been having a horrible week and this didnt help at all. I felt really bad. Then my other friend is no dating the "gay" guy. The one i wrote about who is totally gay but wont admit it. So now im wondering... what does a relationship mean to you? To me its someone that you know you can love, trust, and tell all your secrets to. A relationship is with someone that after you see that person you cant stop smiling for hours.

Well I just got called in to do a stupid stupid tech thing for my school. It starts in 15 min and the person just ran out of gas and cant get to school on time so I have to cover... gosh i dont want to do this. im way to nice of a person lol So sorry but this post has to be cut short!

Again if you want to trade links email me: sinceyoufoundout@gmail.com BYE!! =p

Survey Sunday: Celebrity Edition! =p

Thats right!! Its here and its: THE FIST OFFICIAL SURVEY SUNDAY!!(sorry i posted it so late. I thought i hit post but i hit save instead!! Sorry!!)

Who is hotter?

A: Zac Efron

B: Taylor Lautner

C: Adam Lambert

Scream & Loose Their Patience!

The title is from an Owl City song. Can you guess which one?? Anyways... I took my SAT's this morning. It was freezing and I had to wake up super early because it started at 7:45am but shit happens and you move on lol About half way threw the test are started to get tired and my brain was hurting. I still did pretty well. I got threw 95% of the questions. The other 5% where math ones that I didn't have time for or just wasn't completely sure of the answer to I left it blank (they dont count the ones you dont do in the math portion!)

So I got home at around 1:15pm. I tried to take a nap but I couldnt so I went and worked on my screenplay. It was mostly finished. I just needed to work on the formating. I did that for a hour or so and finished what I call the "final rough draft" haha I have until friday to get a final draft. Im holding auditions at my house for the parts! I have around 30 people coming and I also am asking the theater teacher to announce it to her classes so that I will have a nice amount of people coming. Im very very very excited =p I really hope I win the competition and if I dont then oh well! It is still an experience I had that most people didnt.

My little brother is having this sleepover for his birthday. It was the 27th of last month but everyone was out of town so he pushed it back to today. He was like 7 12 year old boys in our house right now screaming and yelling. One of them is really cool. The others I wouldnt mind drugging for the night... Not that I would do that. I'm not like that! I SWEAR! lol =p

So yah! Thats about it. My saturday is pretty boring this week. OH WAIT! I forgot:

So my good friend, Liz, is now dating a gay guy. Well, he says he is straight but HE IS TOTALLY GAY! She dated him 2 years ago and now they are reconnecting because she just got out of a relationship with a douche bag. Anyway, he is gayer then me but people still believe him. He has the gay voice, clothes, and all the aphorisms(is that the word? lol)! He is mormon so that explains why he wont come out of the closet. I dont mind that at all. Fine that is your personal choice but dont go around dating girls and pretending you "love" them and then break their heart because they didnt really mean anything to you. Especially Liz! She is the most adorable perfect girl. She is a 9.9 in my book(I dont have 10's)!! So why do you need to hijack her feelings when in reality they do not mean a thing to you??

Thats just my view on it... Tomorrow is Survey Sunday!! =p Who is excited? I AM! haha see you all tomorrow! I will post it around 1pm so you can all vote on it until monday night! SO CHECK BACK!

SAT's Tomorrow! AGH!!

Yup, I have my SAT's tomorrow morning. Which probably means I should be asleep but you know me! I never do what I should be doing haha. I got everything prepared. I'm more nervous about the test then I am about actually taking it. I'm afraid my calculator will die or my pencils will all brake or I will have brought the wrong admissions ticket. Something stupid like that! So yah... Im just ready to get it over with.

Well, today I had people read the first version of my screenplay. I got some great reactions. It was a really really rough draft. The formating was horribly wrong and I had a bunch of spelling mistakes that where just because I wrote of it in the middle of the night. The good part is that I got someone to go threw and edit it. So I fixed all the stupid errors I made and now I just need to finish the formating. I did most of it. It took a couple hours. I guess I'm just a perfectionist when I want to be lol.

Also, I was looking at my Friends & More section and its pretty sad! So im going to start to email people and trade links! Also if you want to trade links with me I would LOVE that!! Just send me an e-mail at: sinceyoufoundout@gmail.com (p.s you can email me if you want to talk as well!)

So thats it for today. I had a lot of things to write about but they seemed pretty boring so i left them out. Im going to go get some rest and I'll talk to you all tomorrow! =p BYE!!!!!

P.S. Im going to respond to every comment from now on! So if you want you should subscribe to the comments when you post one or check back in 24hrs so you can read my reply's! =p

Photography & Friends!

That was what my day was filled with! I decided to take my wonderful camera outside right when the sun just starts to go down. To get that glow effect. I was a little late but the pictures turned out wonderful. Then I headed to the school for the show to take some "action" shots. Those turned out outstanding! I then proceeded to come home are tweek the rough draft of my screen play! Tomorrow im showing it to a few people, like my english teacher, for some advice! Im very excited to hear the feedback!

Evan though my one act didn't go tonight (there are 6 one acts that alternate between yesterday and today. mine went yesterday) it was still a great show! We are going out to dinner tomorrow night to celebrate!

Im so tired and its sooo late. No matter how busy my day is I try to post daily so even if that means posting at 11:35pm thats what im going to do! lol Sunday Survey is now official! The first Sunday Survey will be this sunday so check back and make sure to vote!!! =p Well im going to bed now. I am super tired and had a very long day and another one ahead of me. Tomorrow we preform the one acts during school to the english classes. =p I get to miss 3rd, 4th, and 5th period so its going to be a easy day. =p Good night guys (or good morning depending when your reading this lol)

YAY! Had a good day! =p

To the survey: definitely A! B is hot but not as hot as A and Im glad that people didnt pick B because he was basically naked. =p

So my day was awesome! I got to sleep in and skipped more then half my classes. Then went to school for the last two. One of which is an elective class and is a total joke. Then I went home and played with my new camera! OH YAH! I FORGOT TO TELL YOU GUYS!! I got my camera! My mom surprised me with it. It is a Canon EOS 7d and it is a beauty! =p Anyway, I got some really great shots and then at 5 headed to school to get ready for the show. I got my makeup done and everything! This was my first time acting. I am usually on the technical end of theater. I 99.999% of the time am running the sound. So this was a unique experience for me. It was fun and I had a blast!!

P.s. Did you guys like the survey?? Should I do more of them??? Im thinking about doing a survey every sunday! We could call it "Survey Sunday!" haha.

I finished the rough draft of the screenplay that I am producing and directing. I am holding open auditions next week on friday. We are going to start filming that sunday. It's going to be great! Im really excited to start the directing process. =p

Well im going to bed. Im feeling better. I still have that last bit of sickness you have right before you get healthy. I am really excited for the holidays!! =p

I'm Still Alive!

This is the longest I haven't blogged! I feel so bad about it!! I am sick and I need to get my rest because the play is tomorrow. So quick post to remind you that im alive!

I will post a full blog soon! To make up for it lets do a survey! Which is hotter? A or B? I'll tell you my choice tomorrow

GUY A:

GUY B: