Tomorrow's The Trip...

on Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Which I still am going on. My parents are still being total assholes about everything. Now its about college. Let me explain:

I messed up my first two years of high school. I basically ruined my GPA. I got it back up to a 2.7. The problem is that the college in my state (idk if its all of them) take out the elective credits and that lowered it back down to a 2.1 or something like that. Which sucks because all the work and effort I put into last year and this year was a waist of time. I seriously had straight A's last year and that still didnt help. So now I have to go to a community college for 2 years and then just transfer my credits over to another school for the next 2 years.

At first I was so pissed but I got over it and now im just excited to start off on the right foot with a clean slate and start learning. My dad on the other hand has decided that there has to be another option (which, trust me, I already looked for and there are none!).

It hurts because he's making me go to another meeting with my counselor so I can hear all over again all the negative things and how I messed up. It hurt my feelings that my dad wont just give me the little pride of "I tried my best to fix it" and let me go live my life.

I'm a very independent person. I am not the kind of person that likes to be told what to do without it having a real meaning. If it doesn't benefit me then I think its a waist of time. I'm just ready to live my life on my own. Move out of the house and just be independent. I cant handle this anymore. They are stressing me out.

Enough about that: The buss leaves at 11:00 for the trip and I start school at 8:00 so that means that I have 3 classes I still need to go to. So me and my friends were going to just go to get some food and then hang out and skip them. My parents shut that plan down.

So yah, im officially stressed the fuck out. Jake hasnt texted me and he kinda ignored me yesterday so whatever. My day was so blah! I woke up and just didnt care so I put on sweat pants and a shirt that matched and went to school. It was such a "I dont give a fuck day."

I had theater stuff to do after school until 4 and then I went with my friend to a pet store. I WANT A PUPPY! haha. Then I came home and passed out on the couch.

I'll try my hardest to get on here with my iPhone tomorrow night. =p BYE!

EDIT: P.s. thanks to mirrorboy for the plug he amazing!!!! It's greatly appreciated!!


Matt. said...

Uhm parents will be parents i guess, theyre there to be dickheads :P Dw about your dad, hell get over it eventually lol. As for jake, I wouldnt text him, let him come if he wants you. :) Uhm have an amazing trip :D


John Doe said...

thanks matt =p
the trip so far is going great. ill write a post about it in a second.

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